I just don't know what to do anymore... This is nothing compared to the abuse I've faced in the past, but it brings back so much that I've tried to put behind me. Through the years, I've become really good friends with this boy in my grade. We share a lot with each other and I'm very blunt with him. This year we both entered high school, and we are debate partners... He's been harassing me since last year, but this time he's really crossed a line. I am about to snap. Today on the ride back from a tournament I was almost in tears from frustration. He used to hit me, hard, get me in a headlock, and rub me up against him. And he always is slapping me hard on the bottom and whispering sexual things to me. He always talks about raping me and wanting to have sex with me and always flirts and does this through text message and in real life even though I repeatedly tell him to stop. He hardly ever gives me personal space when I need it, and is always groping up on me and hugging me and telling me how sexy I am and how much he wants to do me. Probably.. twice, last weekend, we were at my house working on evidence and he closed the door of my room, pushed me against the wall, got up on me, and said he was gonna rape me. He always says he's just kidding around, every time I yell at him to get off me or tell him off.

I ALWAYS tell him to cut it out, that he needs to back off, and that I have boundaries and NEED TO BE RESPECTED. I tell him to stop being such a man w**** and to get a life and that if we're going to keep being friends he needs to BACK OFF AND STOP. He always says okay okay and says he's just kidding and blahblahblah BUT THEN HE JUST DOES IT AGAIN!!!

This is so triggering for me I feel like I'm going to explode at him. I don't want to be hurt again like this, I just wish he would STOP!! How do I get it through his head?!?! I don't know what else to do.