Hi Kacey...
Boy you have been through a lot lately and I really admire you for working it through and doing the whole chain analysis with your T and also protecting yourself and doing what's best for you at this time in terms of the video etc. I really hope that some of the turmoil will die down soon so you can get back in to healing mode again. You had been doing so very well, and I just know you'll get back on track again. Please do some self-care and know that we are all thinking about you, and care very much about you indeed...
Safe and warm huggles,
Wysteria Blue