Stumpy: Yeah, you got my fantasy down pat. I know it's pathetic and dumb but it's the pattern I've lived with forever. I don't know why. No, of course I don't do the same with my other medical care providers and I don't have a plumber. But, NO. Only Ts right now though other people in the past. When I share the intimate details of my life and my emotions with a T, it makes me attach to them and want what I quoted. There must be something wrong with my brain and my T is trying to help me. I agree with you but I don't know how to stop.

I don't think I've gotten so many hugs in this thread. It is NOT making me feel better so I don't think posters have been enabling me at all. What they are doing is pointing out my problem that I already know and telling me to stop. Just flip a switch and presto, I don't have these wants any more. I WISH it were possible to do that!