Hi SarahMichelle,

I'm so very sorry that someone violated the trust and respect that you put with them in such ways. I'm so very glad that you are with some ethical and caring and feels protective of you now.

I don't think I would say that you were "deluded because you miss her", my gut is that you we all hate to think that someone we trust, admire and respect, that also is a professional and someone with authority...would be that cruel and untrustworthy and irresponsible. It's disheartning and the ramifications of that broken trust could grow if it weren't for the fact that you now have a trustworthy and wonderful T to restore your faith in T's and the process.

I hope you are cherishing all within your system that have been affected by this very untrustworthy T. I hope you'll leave your journal open for them to get their own feelings of abandonment and abuse of their trust out as well.

I'm so very sorry that you were hurt by her...you certainly did nothing to deserve it, and so glad you have found a true healer now...

Safe huggles to each and all..

Wysteria Blue