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no the plan is to stay living with my cousins..
i told my cousin's partner that i was struggling and he decided that we would all go to the beach.. so we did the coastal walk (1hr) then we had lunch and walked back but he decided that we would walk along the rocks on the way back which turned into pretty much rock climbing. then we got home and i vacumed and mopped all the floors in the house. then we walked the dogs for an hour. then the crisis team called me and i told them i was struggling and that i couldn't promise i'd be safe so they said i had to go to ED or they'd call the ambulance and police to make me. then when i got to ED i was honest but told them i didn't want an admission so they put me under the mental health act. then we had a family meeting and i said that i would do something if i went home but my cousins said they wanted me home anyway so i got discharged.
last night i was going to do something but i tried so hard not too and instead only took enough to knock me out for 8 or 9 hours and then my cousin had to wake me up. then i stayed in bed all day watching DVDS..
there's so much else in my head but it's too dark to write.. i'm sorry.
Last edited by darkpurplesecrets; Oct 02, 2011 at 04:26 AM.
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