Yellowted, you have a somatoform disorder or what is otherwise known as 'conversion' disorder. It is a dissociative disorder that affects you in a very physical way. I'm sorry that you feel alone with this. The DD forum is not just for people with DID. You are welcome to post in that forum or anywhere else on Psych Central forums, the 'Health Support' and 'Disabilities and Chronic diseases' forums may also be useful to you.
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