Be blunt, be honest.. This is what I need okay. The situation is, right after I had my boyfriend and my daughter I had an awful break out and at the ER in intense pain discovered I had genital herpes. The doc told us I could have carried the virus for years and not known and recommended we not let this end the relationship. Well, a follow up at the OB later, I tested positive for hepatitus B. I was hysterical. Two weeks before that I had gotten a proffesional tattoo. Doc said it was impossible for hep to be positive that quickly. My boyfriend was tested afterwards but he wouldnt let me in the room when he recieved his test results, he says he was negative for everything. I really believe he cheated on me. I believe he infected me, but I continue in the relationship wanting to believe Im wrong and hes loyal to me. He swears on everything and has gone to the extent of accusing me of cheating. I have only slept with him our entire relationship. What do you think? What should I do as far as acceptance?
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