No, I'm not going to take medications to treat my bipolar thinking. I earnestly believe I can overcome my bipolar thinking through self awareness. My bipolar thinking isn't nearly as bad as it use to be. I just need to get a firm grasp on reality and reason my way out of my disillusionment. I also need to find ways to better handle my emotions. I use to be severely bipolar, but I'm becoming more humble and secure in reality. My grandiose thinking occasionally pops up when I feel potential in myself. The subjects that stem from my grandiose thinking are motivated by ego. I need to humble down and prioritize. I need to firmly know that I don't need drama and greatness in my life. I need humility. I just need to be grounded and realistic. The shades between the two ends are worth examining.