I am off and on here but I have followed your thread and I wish that you could have a T that did email. It sounds like that would be perfect for you. Some T's do both email and in person therapy and maybe this is one of the ones that you might want to explore. Of course ifyou are attached to your T it would be hard to change but it seems, why not pay for email therapy if that's what you need. I don't see that there could be anything wrong with it as letters are a very powerful form of communication between people. You could google email therapy and see what you come up with. The best email therapists use a secure email system that is encrypted so you would not have to worry about hacking or something. Just a thought.