This is a very inclusive site that makes everyone feel welcome by not constantly labelling people. If you got your wish of a 'dissocative motor disorder' forum, I think you would feel even more isolated and get even less replies. I am sorry that you feel the replies you get are people saying they have not heard of your condition and I'm sorry that you feel people only try to pretend to understand. That is your feeling but there are infact a great deal of very understanding people here. You don't have to have the exact same condition to feel empathy and be supportive. I wish you well.