so abused. with no compassion. why should i even seek compassion from him if i no my partner cant give it to me. its simple just a partner who shows they care. I need a place to speakout. Im holding so much in and the repression is starting to make me nuts.. dulled out, and life less. i went a week feeling canitonic and fought it. he has all the power, yesterday I got called a ***** twice, and well this abuse is real and painfull . i watched him beat the crap out of the dog, told him when i woke up in the mornimg i was in pain yet he still grabed me and through me around like a rag doll. i have no friends, my family gone, lost my job because of him, im in his cycle and im numb...