What I Want:
Go to counseling so we can discuss this in front if an impartial person.

For us to do something together. Come up with a couple physical activities for us to do together. (To exclude the motorcycle and running together because we both don't like eachothers hobbies both).

We need to talk about your medication/anxiety with a psychologist or a psychiatrist to see how this plays into our marriage. That's where a marriage therapist may come into play and an individual therapist for yourself.

I am happy but I am not happy in our marriage and it is on the road to divorce. We are growing apart.

I can't keep living this way.