I am so sorry that you are in this overwhelmed state. If it were me, I would be a BIG BIT overwhelmed. Can you reach out for more help from someone close....to help with the schedule? Friends? Husband to do a little more? I know $ are a concern for you as well as the rest of us! I just think if T is your stability, then others want you to be feeling solid and they may be enlisted? ....I'm pulling for you during this time..you have a lot happening...