Thanks guys sooooo much. Your replies have helped me tremedously! I am going to be very frank and honest tomm with my tdoc. Yes, im starting to get attached, which is scaring me but he needs to know whats goin on and how bad ive been feeling lately.

I saw pdoc today and he said your depression is going so low that if it keeps on we may have to do shock treatment. When i tell my tdoc this, idk what his reaction is going to be since i think he believes my depression episodes are far from severe.

Im also going to ask if he thinks its a good idea for me to come in 2x a week. Hopefully he agrees and we see things eye to eye. (fingers crossed)

Thank you guys for all your supportive posts. It really means so much to me! Im always on my iphone checking the replies! Lol its kind of addicting!