I did have a meeting with my therapist today, and he does agree about how the system doesn't really allow for victims with PTSD to really have the proper treatment and understanding.

We have decided that the best I can do is take my husband with me, who went with me today. This way if my husband sees me struggle he can protect me, and in turn I will know he is there which will help me feel protected maybe providing more strength to endure the process.

We shall see.

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