So VERY many thinker!!!
Sorry to say I'm not far off from what you describe... Fortunately I was only plagued for 2 days by the most horrific nightmares I've ever had, and even that short an amount of time made me afraid to go to sleep. Can scarcely imagine what that would be like for as many as you have had. Being haunted by visions during the day sucks too (mine have been different, but would, at the very least, be considered disturbing...That they don't disturb me is probably a very bad sign...)
All of what you describe is a horrible place to be. Exhausting too. I hope they can get you in for an appt. very soon. and lots of to you!
Keep us posted, ok?

(I did manage to get an appt. for tomorrow (suspect she leaves gaps for such things, very smart) and DEARLY wish I could bring you along...)