Yeah, been there myself with this recent manic episode of mine....ugh! When I was going into mania, but not completely off my rocker yet I was still working and I remember I had no off button on my mouth, I would just say whatever came to mind and cringe afterward and say "Ohh I was just kiddin'".... then another time I couldn't muster up the niceness to say "just kiddin'" and I said ..."I just say what everyone is thinking and don't have the courage to say".... Oye e vay I'm lucky I didn't get fired.