The reason I can't get help is basically because I'm too scared. I'm 17 and a senior in high school. The only people who know that I'm even having anything emotionally going on are my internet friends, no one from real life. I don't trust my school friends enough to say anything to them. With my acting friends (non-school friends), I'm scared they would think of me differently, treat me differently. With family..it's similar to my acting friends. I'm just too scared. I don't want to put up a red flag, only to find out that really nothing out of the ordinary is wrong.
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