So I was just curious it has been pointed out to me recently that I have come a long way by several people...namely pdoc, T, and some family. Every time I try to truly ackmowledge what they have said my stomach gets really queasy. I truly believe that I have way too far to go to focus on how far I have come. All that said, is it "disrespectful", wrong, or bad that I cant acknowledge the progress made as well as the distance ahead of me? I guess everyone making such a big deal about it has me wondering the question above is, "Is it wrong or bad that I cant acknowledge the progress made as well as the distance ahead of me? I dont really know if that makes sense...i guess we'll see what happens.