You will move forward with this when you are ready. These issues are not as cut and dried as people think. You don't need to anything that you aren't prepared to do.

But you do have options available to you. There should be confidential programs at your school where you can discuss these options, or you can PM me if you like.

Women's centers, planned parenthood and even most rape crisis centers all can provide excellent resources to empower your decision making in a confidential and supportive manner.

Things like this are not as uncommon as you might think. You are not alone. Again, you can PM me anytime.

Ellie