I am the queen of what ifs.

I have a what if and a made up plan for everything.

When im on the bus, crossing the bridge, i swear I have a plan for what to do if the bridge breaks, dropping us into the harbour far below.

I have a plan for what to do if someone breaks out a gun on the bus.

I have a plan for what to do if someone tries to rob me or break into my apartment.

I hear you on the what if fears. Some of them, like the bus, are absolutely ludacris except for when im thinking them or engaged in them. I also absolutely have an anxiety disorder and depression. I think we worry about stuff more when we are depressed just because we are often so focused on the negative instead of the positive.

Ive got a tornado plan, a hurricane plan, a tidal wave plan LOL

I live in eastern canada, weve never even had a tornado. Its silly, but i have em.