Saw my pdoc today and he decided because of my severe depression episode the last 6 days, that he will give me a couple adderall pills to try.... I got these last week.

Tried 1/4 pill ( im very pill sensitive) and felt nuthing. The rest of the week i was too depressed to try anything.

Sooooo today he gave me 1 30 mg in office and said hell call me in 3 hrs to see how its affecting me. His concern was he didnt want it to make me have depressed energy to go do something stupid.

1 hr later i had the worst headache of my life, omg i cant even explain i was tdying to drive to get my kids i barely made it. My eyes were pulsating in blurriness from the pain. I managed ( somehow) to make it to their school....called dr and secretary called back and said headache will wear off, you can take tylenol or advil.

Im trying to drive i just cant the pain is too bad and i start throwing up in a bag i had in my lap while driving. I pull over and had to sit there contemplating calling 911 or not with my kids in car cuz i felt like i was gonna die.

Took advil n thank god headache went away. But now im here WIRED as all can be. Uggghhh pdoc calls not too long ago asks if im better. I told him and he said if you want to take it again, just take 1/2 pill! He was more concerned with my mood tho. After headache went away i was feeling more positive but damn! Wat an experience! I dnt know if i want to chance having that again! That was crazy ;(