Another day that has gone by with not much done to show for it. Sometimes I try to push and sometimes I don't have the energy. I get so tired of being tired, I want to wake up and live again. I cant wait for my T to return I have so much to say I hope that when the time comes I can say it all out loud.
My heart condition is getting the better of me again and my weight is not helping. I have decided to try again with Tony F. starting tomorrow This is where I get angry at myself. I gave up smoking 50 a day and have been smoke free for 4 years now. Why then cant I stick to a diet. Is it because as I say to myself that I am just a plain failure. Oh well its in mind to start and I hope I can stick to it. TOMORROW