Thank you so much everyone! ...Sorry my spelling's rubbish! I dod originally type hypo then changed it to hyper- I meant hypomanic!

I really do think I have Bipolar as it does describe me so accurately! I think last time I ended up in hospital I was possibly experiencing a mixed episode because my energy levels were off the roof for me (I have M.E so ususally my energy is very low). I was severely suicidal, agitated and all over the place. I was also feeling very sexual (again a rarety for me unless I'm experiencing one of these episodes) - I was having to stop myself from sexually assualting the psychiatrist and one of the male nurses on the ward (I didn't tell them this so it wasn't obvious).

Secrem- I experience ALL of those symptoms you put in your post!!!

I used to experience rapid speech more than I do now. I seem to be more depressed than anything so am wondering whether I might be bipolar 2? It's not fair because I really want to feel 'up' again but all my 'episodes' over the last year or two seem to be more mixed (I'm depressed most of the time).

I am really fed up of my Pdoc not diagnosing me with Bipolar- I'm not saying that I want the diagnosis but it fits me so well and explains a lot of the gaps that the Borderline diagnosis doesn't!

I'm really sorry to rant! I'm just at the end of my tether! I feel like just coming off all my meds and seeing what happens then! I know that's not a good idea, but that's how I feel!

(((Hugs))) to everyone for your comments