I wasn't really aware I loved my bf until after I almost accidently said it after a date one night and he was dropping me off at my apartment, it almost slipped out and I went up stairs to my place and when I really got to thinking about it I did love him. Everything was so natural with him, he always made me feel like I didn't have to try. We have our own place together now and when I get out of school looking to buy a house. I love my bf and couldn't imagine a day without him.