Well, when I had lost weight and got in shape, that made me feel terrific, and attractive, yes I turned heads,ha!ha!
Now,back to being 30-35lbs over weight, I'm not happy,and feel unattractive and fat.

I need a "personal" trainer, I guess?
I'm still not going to give up, after all, I did quit smoking, so that's something that makes me feel good, an accomplishment towards better health.

Yay! for me.
BTW
When I had lost that weight and felt terrific, I too like to treat myself to new make up and clothes.
Ladies, enjoy every minute.