I don't feel like I haven any control of my emotions. The meds have made me so self consious...my friend has been great and is litterally the only person that I've been able to tell any of this too, but it isn't fare that I dump all this on her! She has her hands full with her family and I'm trying to help her the best that I can. I've left messages for my pdoc and t but, they haven't gotten back to me. I just feel like a basket case...I've tried to get home but can't...way too expesive to change things and I know what's going to happen when I get home!