I didn't pass the entry exam for the university I wanted and the other universities are either too expensive or I don't wanna study the stuff they have (engineering puaj!). My job pays very little and has no future and I'm too old... for this country anyway.
My ex-girlfriend/bestfriend has been drifting away from me. She didn't even asked about my university test yet I have always been there for her even at the cost of my own mental stability. I can't shake the feeling of just give up, this has been going on for too much time now.