So just got done with my tdoc appt and im happy to report it went GREAT!!

I just spit it out i didnt tell him last time about si thoughts and he responded why you thought i'd put u in hospital? I said no, i thought you would dump me as a patient cuz i was too much to handle & he just grinned and said nooooo of course not!! Yay

Then were talking some more n of course i start crying telling him about my feelings lately and he was like its ok, get it out here and then he suggested 2 visits a wk! Just wat i was hoping for! So now i see him fri. I told him our visits n this site are the only thinhs i look forward to lately.

Finally a break for me....FINALLY
Thank u guys for helpinh me muster up the courage to tell my tdoc <3
It was very honest and good session! I told him i wntd to come everyday lol.

He did say my insurance- needs auth after 12 visits so hopefully that wont be a problem and if ig is i *hope* he'll work with me on a sliding fee scale. But i guess we shall cross that bridge when we come to it