i made it through work todaythanks everone for thinking of me.i am trying to hold it together and i am asking my husband for a lot of help right now.things are really bad for me right now and work isnt going to be a good option for me as much as it was so i am wanting to go back to school and learn something that will make me feel good about myself.i need something.but i need some help from my husband in being able to figure all this stuff out and get something done.i cant keep going like i am.i feel so much like a failure at life