Well, my commander has given me until 1 January before they cut me loose.

Although I appreciate that, they are basically offering me nothing at all. Find a new job, thanks for coming...

A friend of mine mentioned that I may want to do a medical evaluation board, and as soon as I said that the my commander, he became very agitated...

It then struck me that absolutely everything that had happened up to this point has been verbal, so everything is deniable. That means I can simply be pushed out the door, no paper trail, no recourse...

Tomorrow I'm talking to the state VA administration, they are supposed to help me get my VA claim in order... We'll see...

Paranoia is the word of the day now, who do I trust, and who do I think is out to f*** me.

I wish I would have kept my mouth shut, lived with it... Ya that would have been the outcome...

AHHHHHHHHHHH, that's really how I feel.