See, last session she forgot something really really really important. When I had mentioned something that she and I had discussed a few weeks ago she didn't know what I was talking about. And although she asked, I wouldn't tell her. (yeah, yeah, yeah - power play on my part) I guess I want her to think about it and remember on her own.

So, today I suspect she will not only not remember the important 'thing', but she will also not remember that it even came up last week.

And that is a good thing. You see, I need her to screw up so that I can pull off my emotional distancing from her so that not having sessions for the month of November won't be so painful.

If, by chance and by miracle, she doesn't screw up, I'm screwed.