If you 'distance' yourself from T and sabotage your sessions until she goes away, won't it feel like she's away for longer? I know what it feels like to have T be gone for a month, I finally see her this week after she'll have been gone for 38 days! Now that my appointment is within reach I feel fine, but at the beginning it felt like it would never come around. It does! You will survive! I'm sure you will feel better about it if you conclude with a good session before she takes off. Just my 2 cents. Take care xx