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You see, I need her to screw up so that I can pull off my emotional distancing from her so that not having sessions for the month of November won't be so painful.
If, by chance and by miracle, she doesn't screw up, I'm screwed.
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You have some good insight into yourself. You know what you're doing. That's a huge accomplishment right there - you're not fooling yourself. Now the trick is to stop doing it. Keep thinking about it, processing it ... you'll get there - you're halfway there already.