thanks eskilover, I have been working with my pdoc but I have been rapid cycling and haven't been able to get it under control yet. I am o a wait list for ed treatment but its starting to feel like a long wait. I know my anorexia kicks into high gear when I feel like I am not in control of things. I just don't know how to work with it. I managed to get a cracker down last night and a two carrot sticks this morning. But it was hard work.

I'm having problems with food and the actual eating making my skin crawl and just feeling utterly grossed out even by my favorite foods. I guess I am just looking for ideas around this. I have hot yoga tomorrow and I can't go like this,plus all the meds I'm on, that worries me a bit.