*sigh* I don't understand why this has become so personal to a person outside of rainbow.It is PSYCH CENTRAL....no? I'd not know wth to do with myself if I was this intense about something,knew how it looked....and still couldn't help it.That's just compounding it or at least feeding the issue junk food.S..t I obsess and worry about so much stuff....and it is fruitless to do so....yet I do...and sometimes it is not within my power to stop myself.It sucks.I just want you to know rainbow,many here feel for you,and will read....and if it becomes too much,we will just do self-care. And that's another thing.It was not essential to state..."I'm putting you on my ignore list" That was mean.It could have been just....done....not mentioned.