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Old Oct 05, 2011, 12:06 PM
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Originally Posted by hankster View Post
And if you had just given her a clue, she would have remembered, and THEN what? You would have to let go of the dark side and cross into the light. Rupture, repair - that is the new way, not just staying forever in the hurt. You're not ENJOYING your T enough. And there is no December. There is only now.
Man, what are you? Zen or something?

If she had remembered, there would be no rupture right now.

We've had our ruptures in the past but repair hasn't really happened yet. T hasn't followed up on those old ruptures and I can't bear to bring them up again. And to have another one brought out into the open just be be shuffled off to the side again? Nah.

I enjoy my T a lot - as long as we don't examine her relationship with me and mine with hers. She's great with helping resolve RL stuff.