I don't know why I do this or feel this way .... but there is a part of me that has an intense need to be okay for my T. I know I'm not okay... but there are parts of me that feel I have to hide that from my T. That I down play how I feel about things... oh I'll say the facts but don't show the emotion... like it would be too much or I would be a disappointment .... Logically I know its not productive or helpful but the logical part of me has no control once I walk in that room..

Does anyone else ever feel that way?