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Old Oct 05, 2011, 01:02 PM
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Hey everyone ..

I have been dealing with rapid cycling for months now , I have fibromyagia so i know i have overdone everything physically ,, ( no i havent learned to pace myself yet) well i get up today and i just feel down blah world is caving in type of nonsense .. I have been taking mymedications as prescribed ive been sleeping well ,, IM just pretty pissed that i really feel like im going to bottom out and wind up need tons of help to reach up to feel the sidewalk.. AND my therapist is on vacation I dont see him until the 19th !!! Yes him and i had made a plan for me IF i get into trouble that will hopefully keep me out of the hospital again( been there 3 times since Feb2011

I guess im just getting or being tired and unable to make any kind of plans because usally im not able to do whatever it is because im either up or down ,,,betweem the bipolar and fibro.. blah is all i can say , what does "normal " actuially feel like ..My therapist promises me we will find the right meds and since i work so hard in therapy that altho i will still have the ups and downs at times they wont be so intense . I really completly trust this guy ..

Anyway thanks for reading my ranty whiney mess .

Wishing you all Love and Peace and a hug if you need one