You're a kid,
You dont get enough attention, so you're naughty, (but you're only a kid, so you cant rationalise and predict the consequences of your actions)
So you do something awful,
you get told off,
you get upset,
they're still angry, so you dissociate, you stop caring, they've ignored you, they've made you cry, they've hurt you,
so then goes the cycle.
ignored
naughty
abused
dont care

and then you're an adult and you're messed up, and theres no excuses any more you just are who you are

nothing to do with bipolar, i'm just sick