I have spent most of the day just trying to keep safe... my T has called me 6 times in the last 2 days... she has been great. went to the PC doc yesterday... she has uped my medication. I have an appointment on Monday morning. When I am this tired, afraid, lonley, overwhelmed all the bad thoughts keep coming. It is almost a full time job just to stay with it. It is more work than I need. My racing, is unmangeable to. I have spent so much money in the past couple of weeks. I am not the latest Avon Representative, Iam making jewelry like no tomorrow, I am reading, I am not sleeping just all over the place. Maybe hospitalization is the key??? I just don't know.
Lilith