Thank you, Fuzzy.
I try to remind myself of that. Try to remind myself that I decided to start standing up for myself and that I do deserve to be treated good. It's just that, when I thought things were going great, I put myself out there to trust - and he pulled the rug out from under me. Now we are all confused. The littles are all in hiding and refusing to come out. I feel TOTALLY AND UTTERLY alone. I have no clue as to what to do next. I do know that I am not going to cover for him any more and that he is going to be held accountable for his own actions. I'm tired of being the giver and the bender and the everything. I'm not going to be the victim anymore!
__________________
 "It is good to have an end to journey toward, but it is the journey that matters in the end.
|