I forgot another contact I had recently, the repairman for my side by side and my washer too. Problem is, the longer you talk to them, the more it costs you. Oh and every other week I get my nails done (not enjoyable, it's because I can't do them myself and they look bad long before the allotted two weeks, actually, no now that I think of it, the insurance won't cover but once every 8 weeks...I have to go on my own because I need to. I know, at least I can. So the problem is the lady always talks to me, asking all sorts of questions for answers. I have to pay attention to what she's doing. .. and she surely has no answers for me.)

I don't mean to sound like I'm countering everything. The more I think about things, the more I realize things are really deeper and more difficult (worse?) than I recall on the surface. I need to go back to the basic issue of purpose. Paying other people's salaries (and helping to provide electricians and garbage men jobs etc ) is it. Yes, I guess those people are pretty happy I'm in their lives.