I would really like to find a place I have wanted to and been trying for years, I just run into problem after problem.. I run away from them too quickly. I move across the country to get away from myself. Right now I don't have any resources near me, that's why I've come here. You're response helps me alot because I feel that is true, but doctors are too quick to call me bipolar. I don't get a chance to tell them everything before they try pushing zombie meds down my throat. Today is only day three? of finding this site and I already feel like I may have found more value than any place I've tried before. I have a plan, once I can get back close to population. I just get overwhelmed by these things sometimes, I guess, until then. I want to get a job and have a normal life again. Thanks for listening and your reply.