Hope you were able to get some sleep, Flooded.
I can't thank you guys enough for the support today. It made all the difference in the world. This week's session was 100% different and better than last week's. I showed her the pictures!! I even told her that I was feeling afraid of being there. She responded very well. She liked the pictures.
I felt like this was a "real" therapy session. It felt like we were starting to do some work. At one point, she was saying how in a healthy relationship it's important that my needs are met too. I suddenly felt very cold and spacey and very very sad. She noticed this and commented that I looked very sad. She asked me why and I wasn't able to answer. But it felt good to have another person see the sadness and acknowledge it. I didn't feel so alone.
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