I have been thinking about my amazing capacity for denial. Is there anyone else out there sticks emotions that are "inappropriate" into their black holes of denial? How does one stop doing that? I think that is why I screw myself up sometimes and end up developing a compulsive need to talk to a T and spill my guts of the denied emotions/thoughts. I mean I could probably deal with the emotion/thought right away and it would be much smaller than when it pops out of my black hole of denial.