
Awwwww...
(((((((((((((Rapunzel))))))))))))
Your work situation seems quite hard to deal with. Is there any other person in a sort of supervisorial role who could help you out? Its not fair that you feel like you're not being appreciated, and it sucks that you're not getting the same benefits as everyone else.
I hear you about school. Its all work work work and submitting assignments/essays and preparing and doing exams. Not fun, and there is a definite lack of sleep involved.
Sounds like you're going through a lot. Hang in there, it'll get better soon.
So ****************HUG*********************
And thinking of you!