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Originally Posted by thinker22
**Don't read if you are sui or sensitive to blood.**
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Having disturbing dreams I usually can't wake from. They're just awful. Can't even tell you the details.
Depressed during the day and not always about the dreams. Having visions of cutting my throat or stabbing myself through the arm out the other side with my pen. See myself dying most of the day.
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Are you a writer? Suicide by pen sounds as if you're giving up on getting thoughts expressed or communications connected with their target & you're ready to bail.
Forgive me if I'm waaaay off. I'm coming in late & trying to catch up. But the pen image was so familiar ro me, one so often in my own dreams/nightmares. It's for me worse than writer's block, it's ultimate failure.
So do we have this in common? (((
Pen-dreamer)))
And it comes for me when I've invested my final hope in my writing.