The Run symptom and desire to participate in society are definitely real; again I ask does anyone understand how to know which events in our pasts caused the most stress to linger and pursue us? My T somehow has missed this, though I've tried to describe the toxic people in my life. As a child I always knew when there was an
evil situation or person present, even though I hadn't personally experienced what evil was, I remember the perception. I truly feel when I get over this present medical issue, I want to move to a new place, although my home is security, it has become a holding pattern. Is there really a place "past" PTSD other than facing down our fears and having the courage to confront abusers? I realize this is not a chat room, but I haven't found a forum for PTSD.