It's hard to describe how I'm feeling right now...
The past few days I've struggled with waking up in the morning, then going back to sleep instead of staying up like I should. Sometimes I'd rather just stay in bed and pass the time with sleep. I didn't wake up until 2pm today, much later than I should have.
I've been avoiding doing school work although I know I need to be working on it. I feel sort of numb, I suppose.
I don't know if this is the start of depression, sometimes it's hard for me to tell. I hope not. I hope this is just a short period of "blah" days that will go away soon.
I'm not questioning life, or thinking of self-harm or suicide. In the past, these would have been my first choices. Now they are not even close to being options. So I'm not in any danger, by any means. Just feeling a little out of it, a little numb.
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